Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i can't believe i woke up late today! and i was like Flash. flashing around my house and in 15 mins i was out of the house to meet za, manda n huifen to take da bus to macritchie! haha! luckily we planned to meet early which is good! the bus was... let's just say taking the passengers sight-seeing. dorene was so cute! she was initially like one of the earliest but she missed her stop and travelled to SCGS! so she gotta take the bus back in the opposite direction! haha! in the end she was the last one who arrived! ahyo.. i think today all the girls did well! c'mon most of them r doing this for their first time? or like actually running bcuz timings r taken! elly n i were ahead and we felt like dying cuz we thot after passing 2 bus stops, the road seemed nv ending! then we saw a little dog. so elly said, "let's run pass the dog!" so we picked up speed. and soon we saw the turning and we finished the run! only both of us passed by 3 seconds! 21.57min for girls' route. can be improved! conditioning was seriously tiring! i was like breathless and my face was totally white! hahaha come to think abt it, i could have been stronger! thinks r still not lookin' up. in fact, bad things r happening. i must be strong but isn't there a limit? u want me to wear a mask? i understand why but if u were me and if u would've known the reason why i broke down then i tnk u will understand why i couldn't control my tears. no one knows and no one understand cuz i m not allowed to bother others with problems. good luck to me. still, i wanna thank all the girls who have supported me (: whether it's a little, "go jess!"or "u can do it!" or a pat on the back or even a support on the arm, i deeply appreciated all of these actions (: wad can i say? i have the best girls! no matter wad, i know we can pull through any obstacles simply with our unity! i just have to sort out my life. i'm a mess.

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY
S.A.L.T.!!!
hahaah S.A.L.T.'s my youth group in church and it's been great having friends who r important elements in the build-up of my spiritual life (: thank u salt for everything! u really made me look at my life in a clearer perspective. i noe wadeva im going thru is part of my teen life and according to God's will. i really accept this and i know in time, i'll be a better person! gonna celebrate! i'm so in charge of the celebration! and i have wonderful help from gabe frans, nadine, lynn, henry and all the facils! u guys r great! one person can only do so much! God Bless (:


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